You
know…I wish we had blogging back when I was a kid. My kids have so much more
knowledge available to them via the internet. I was terribly naive as a youth
even to this day on some level.
Our
sex ed class was limited and even though I attended public school the teachers
preached abstinence as the best form of birth control.
Recently
I recounted an incident from my youth that I never fully understood and then it
hit me.
Back
when I was a girl, in college actually, I dated this guy. He was a super
religious catholic boy. He was super cute and super sexy to me but he was also
super square. I still get wet when I look at his picture.
I
would joke that he went to confession whenever we were together to confess our
sins from the night before. We never actually had intercourse but damn I wanted
to. I felt such a chemistry with him and wanted to feel him inside of me.
Since
he lived a bit of distance from me, I’d stay at his place on occasion if we
were out late the night before. We’d kiss and fool around but damn, I could
never close the deal.
There
was one occasion, I slept over and in the morning I reached for him. We began
to kiss. I had my eyes closed. I reached for his cock and began to stoke him.
As I remember he had a nice cock and as I said, I longed to feel it thrusting
inside of me.
I
admit that I barely knew what I was doing back then. I mostly followed my
instincts. I enjoyed feeling his cock in my hand so I continued to rub him. It
was only a few moments until I felt a wetness, he pulled away and apologized.
I
thought to myself, “Oh my god! What happened? What did I do? Did I do something
good or did I do something bad?”
It
is only recently that I started thinking about him and realized that he was
over excited and came too quickly or am I wrong?
It’s
a shame that we did not have the internet back then. I could have asked you
all. Boy did I have a lot to learn! It’s amazing that I have managed to get
this far in life without someone to explain these little hiccups that life has
presented.