Special Requests

It’s funny. I’ve been wanting to write something lately but haven’t had the time or the desire. Oh, I’ve had some playful texts with both Hammer and T-Bone lately. Hammer even came to my house to check on my refrigerator and we talked about getting together but nothing materialized. It’s really for the best. Even though I am not in a position to make judgments about infidelity, now that I am single, I prefer to fuck men who are also single…or at least who I think are single. It’s my own personal hang up which I cannot explain.

So this morning (New Year’s Eve), I was just leaving Starbucks and on my way to work. It’s chilly here on the East Coast and particularly quiet in the small shore town that I live in. It’s peaceful and I am at peace. So I treated myself to a Grande Salted Caramel Mocha and a blueberry scone. What the hell? I mean if Kitty doesn’t treat herself right, who else will?

Sure enough as I was getting into my car I see two texts. One was from BD2 with a nice shot of his rugged yet sexy face. I melt when he sends me pictures of himself. And my pussy immediately becomes wet. My attraction to him is uncanny.

The second text was from none other than my old lover T-Bone. Sure, we keep in touch and although I have told him that I want my own playmate that I don’t have to share, T-Bone keeps on keeping on as they say.

I can’t explain why but I do have a soft spot in my heart for some of my old lovers including T-Bone. Lately he has been trying to get me over to the dominatrix side. I tell him over and over that Kitty prefers to be dominated in bed, not the reverse. So this morning T-Bone texted me in his East Coast bossy sort of way “Write about me wanting to be a cuckold”.  He even gave me license to trash the Mrs. T-Bone which Kitty would not do of course. T-Bone’s other request was that I make sure to write about how BIG he is.

Okay, Kitty has a big smile on my face as I type this. Yes, my dear sweet T-Bone is in fact well endowed and yes, he has a BIG COCK which gets nice and hard for Kitty…at least that’s how I remember it. It’s sad that Mrs. T-Bone won’t play his cuckold game because it seems like the perfect remedy for what ails them.

Kitty did in fact offer to let T-Bone watch BD2 and I next time we are together. I haven’t ever run this idea past BD2 and I am pretty sure he would not go for it but it seems like a harmless request in the scheme of things and boy does Kitty love fucking BD2.

I can picture T-Bone sitting quietly in a chair off to the side of the hotel room that BD2 and I play in. T-Bone is naked and holding his cock. Kitty has helped him undress and has given his cock a little sucking as BD2 looks over my shoulder. BD2 seems a little possessive in bed which is one of the things I love about him so I can’t imagine he would let me suck on T-Bone too long before he pulls me up saying something rough and sexy like “Come on now. Share some with Daddy.”

Every now and then BD2 likes me to call him “Daddy”. Kitty turns to BD2 who already has his cock exposed outside of his Levis and Kitty begins to lick BD2 just the way he likes to be licked. Then Kitty sucks the head of his cock going into that place in Kitty’s head where all I am thinking about is the deliciousness of BD’s cock in my mouth.

Kitty stands slowly and begins to unbutton BD’s denim shirt exposing his hairy taught upper body. Kitty sucks his nipples as BD lets out a slight groan. T-Bone watches from his chair with his own cock in his hands rubbing and stroking himself.

Kitty pushes BD’s Levi’s to the ground. He begins to undress Kitty leaving my red lace bra and thong intact. BD leads Kitty to the bed. I can see T-Bone out of the corner of my eye but am still completely focused on BD as he slides his finger into my wet pussy. His thumb grazes my g-spot leaving me breathless then he plunges his cock inside of me pushing the lacy thong off to the side.

“God, you feel good,” I tell him.

He thrusts several times before commanding me to get on my knees. Kitty follows BD’s directions. BD pulls off Kitty’s thong then begins to thrust his cock inside of Kitty from behind as he watches himself in the hotel mirror.

Surprisingly he says, “Do you like what you see?” Directing his voice to T-Bone.

T-Bone seems breathless as his stroking becomes more intense. Kitty’s senses are overloaded as I focus on how good BD’s cock feels inside of me along with the sound of his sexy and commanding voice speaking to T-Bone who is clearly enjoying the view.

BD’s speed increases and his thrusting intensifies as T-Bone begins to groan. Kitty reaches through and begins rubbing my clit as BD and I both cum together then falling into one another on the bed.

Things go quiet.

I wonder what BD would think if he ever read this.

Happy and healthy new year to all of Kitty’s cyber friends. My your New Year be filled with much pleasure!

You Can't Blame a Kitty...

It’s been a while since Kitty has gotten laid. Nearly six months. At first it was okay because I still had some hope that things might work out with Tom Hagen. When I realized they wouldn’t I became a little sad then met potential companions here and there and really thought I could pull the platonic companion thing off…until I saw that BDII was back on Plenty of Fish.

I must have been weak that day. I don’t even remember. I just remember that I was so so bored at work and getting into all sorts of online mischief. So I threw a quick profile up without a photo and emailed BDII. He responded within minutes.

We managed to make a play date just after Thanksgiving. He opted to get us a room which is my all time favorite place to fuck anymore. Each morning he’s been texting me pictures of his cock which I have to admit makes my mouth water. This is attentive for BDII. Before we split, we would go days without texting or talking on the phone. Now Kitty is realistic. I know this is not love. I know that BDII and I have no future but hey, a girl’s gotta do what a girl’s gotta do to get laid.

Don’t ask me why but somewhere during the week I began to get a little nervous. I began to wonder if BDII was in fact a serial killer. Maybe he just wanted to meet to do away with me once and for all. Another thought that crossed my mind was maybe he would drug me and take my vital organs. Every horror story that I ever heard or saw came to mind.

As Sunday morning approached Kitty was nervous, excited and horny as hell. BD’s texts were simple yet sexy. I drove to meet him just as I had before. I pulled into the hotel parking lot and spotted his car next to the room number he had texted me earlier. I parked next to BDII and knocked on the door. He opened the door immediately and greeted me with his stunning smile. I immediately gave him a kiss and he gave me a hug as we quickly exchanged compliments. Within seconds I began unbuttoning his shirt and he unbuttoned mine. We removed our pants and he exposed his already hard cock which seemed to be motioning for me to kneel down to greet it. I kneeled and slowly sucked on the head of BDII’s cock. He moaned. I sucked a little longer than rose up on my feet as he pulled me toward the bed.

We began kissing. I loved that we could take our time. BDII was kind this time. He was moved from hard fucking to soft gentle kissing adding just the right amount of dirty talk.

When he mentioned anal sex I took a deep breath. The last time we were together BDII was so rough when he entered me anally. He switched back and forth between fucking me in the ass and then my pussy and as a result I feared an infection.

Today he was much different. As he entered me I whispered “be gentle”. He said “I thought you like it rough.”

“I do but anal is different. You have to be gentle.” That was all it took. BDII was as gentle as could be adding additional lubrication. Once he had had enough, BDII went to the bathroom and washed his cock commenting that he was sanitizing his cock so that Kitty could suck on it some more…and so I did.

Kitty enjoys fucking BDII for many reasons. We are constantly on the same wavelength in bed. We rest at the same time then fuck then rest then fuck. At one point I told BDII that he is the sexiest 57 year old man I have ever met. He really is something. I had forgotten how handsome he is and how charming he can be. He gave me a holiday card and inside wrote “I never stop thinking about you” Love [BDII].

Kitty has to keep reminding myself that BDII is just a playmate. Kitty cannot fall for BDII again but a play date here and there…THAT’s something Kitty can manage.

"Men Love Bitches"

It’s funny actually. I was planning to write this and then Chashunk wrote his comment on my “Broken Toys” post. I have been told over and over that I try too hard. It’s my Type A personality I think. I always want to do the best I can do. I always want to have the happiest kids, dogs, home and lovers. I never thought of it as a flaw but I guess it really is!

Anyway, enough about that! Prior to reading Chashunk’s comment I had deleted all of my online dating accounts. He’s right. The single online dating scene is far different from Ashley Madison and not in a good way. It’s just not for me.

In addition one of my friends recommended a book called “Men Love Bitches”. At first I had a hard time parting with the ten bucks to download it on my kindle. A little known fact about Kitty is that I can be super cheap usually when it pertains to buying something for me. But I broke down and made the purchase. As promised this book changed my perspective. It may have changed my LIFE! At least for the time being.

In a nutshell the book is an empowering read which describes how men enjoy “the hunt” and if as a woman you go out of your way to make things easy for them, they lose interest in you and any potential for a relationship is gone. On the surface Kitty knew all of this already but Kitty HATES to play those games. Kitty HATES to play “hard to get” and Kitty HATES to fuck with people’s emotions.

For whatever reason, the way this book was written really made Kitty feel empowered. I can highly recommend the book.

Originally I had planned to write about the prospect of never having sex again. As people around me couple up one by one and as the holidays approach I am reminded that my prospects of ever having sex again are slim.

There were moments when the thought of never feeling a man’s hands on my body ever again made me sad. The thought of never feeling a hard cock inside me brought a tear to my eye. But then once again I realized that about 18 months ago I was living in a bad marriage with a man who was comfortable lying next to my naked body night after night without so much as brushing up against me.

Kitty is much MUCH happier and in all honesty I really do believe that someday I’ll feel those hands…I’ll feel that cock inside of me. Kitty has faith.

Broken Toys

I’ve been thinking a lot about this lately. I’ve been online on Plenty of Fish, Ashley Madison…HELL…even Facebook. The world is full of broken people…broken “toys”. I am one among them.

I talk to my male friends and I say “I don’t think I will ever meet a man I can let my guard down with and who I can trust.” That makes me sad because when I let my guard down and trust, I think I’m pretty amazing. I must be right? I am not saying that because I am conceited…believe me. I am saying that because when I let my guard down and am myself, I am surrounded by a pretty amazing group of people and why would an amazing group like that want to hang around with someone like me?

I also think there are degrees of “broken”. I’m probably somewhere in the middle. I am coming across all sorts of interesting broken toys on Plenty of Fish. Mostly down and out types. Several were supposedly quite successful at one point and are now doing blue collar work.

Biker Dude II had some sort of hang up which I never got the chance to combat. He dumped me for some unknown reason without any notice whatsoever. I just saw a picture of him on some biker website with a young, blonde painted girl. I don’t know if she was some chick from a biking show or his new girlfriend but it made me sad and of course it made me jealous. How could he be so cold? How did he move on SO fast? And why didn’t he fall head over heels in love with me?

That’s where I am broken apparently. Biker Dude II and I were nowhere near compatible and yet I craved his attention. My friends say I deserve better. One of my male friends actually told me that I am too far over BDII’s social level not to mention education. I try not to think that way but still…

So I suppose we all have to decide what level of broken is acceptable for us. My days of saving the down and out guy are past. No, that doesn’t mean he has to be filthy rich…god forbid. It just means that I am together on a professional level as well as a personal level and I am financially responsible. I just want the same in my partner. Is that too much to ask?

I often wonder if I will ever meet someone special…someone I feel that connection with who can still maintain an erection. I wonder if I will ever have sex again. The thought of never having sex again is really upsetting to me. I’m not even 50 yet for God’s sake!

Time is slipping by and although on a day to day basis I don’t NEED a man. I’m not looking for a husband or even a live in boyfriend. I guess I’m just looking for someone whose not broken…just bent.

Bi-Guy

I know you are all excited to hear about my new adventure with Bi-Guy. Well, I found him quite by accident on POF. He is very attractive and right away you can tell from his user name that he is bisexual. Sure enough his profile spells out exactly that. Feeling particularly open minded and quite horny I decided to initiate contact. Bi-Guy answered and I have to say I was pleasantly surprised.

Hi [Kitty]
How was your weekend? Mine was quiet. Just did stuff around the house and relaxed. What did you do this weekend?
[Bi-Guy]

Hi [Bi-Guy]! I actually had a busy weekend. I have kids...still at home. They keep me moving. I try to spend the day Sunday cooking a nice dinner. I am a [Kitty’s chosen career] so come winter time I don't cook at all. How about you? What do you do for a living? I liked your profile. Very honest. Have you gotten a lot of positive feedback?

Hi [Kitty]
How is your Monday going? I'm glad to hear that you like my profile. It seems not many women want to have a bisexual boyfriend/best friend. Have you ever dated a bisexual man before? I work for the state. I'm an environmental Compliance Inspector in the haz waste field. I've been there for 33 years now. I'm completely single, never married and have no kids...well...except my 4 yr old black lab and 3 cats...lol. What do you enjoy doing for fun? Do you get to the shore much? I'm a big beach person...love tanning...lol. I'm really looking forward to hearing from you. please feel free to ask me any questions that you have. 
I hope to hear from you soon :)
[Bi-Guy]

Hi [Bi-Guy] and thanks for the email. Today is going pretty well so far. I don't know how to respond to the statement about women not being into a bisexual boyfriend. I have to admit that I have not been in a relationship with anybody bisexual. I have quite a few gay friends both men and women. I am a very open minded person at least when it comes to sex. I would like to hear more about how it works. Is it safe to assume that we would establish a relationship and once we are grounded and comfortable we would introduce a third specifically a man? I am afraid that we are quite a distance away from one another and I have kids so I am not sure what kind of time restraints I might have but I do believe in taking things slow and building a strong foundation. 

I actually live at the beach. I don't get there as much as I'd like but yes, I do enjoy it thoroughly. Which beach do you go to? Do you ever get to [Kitty’s area]?

Hi [Kitty]
I'm glad to hear that your day is going well. To answer your question, yes, we would establish our relationship first (there's a lot you can do with toys...lol) before we bring in another man. At the point we both play with him together. Then when he leaves we go back to our everyday life together. I'm glad to hear you’re a beach person. I usually go to [Bi-Guy’s beach]. Sometimes I'll go to [Another] Beach which is just north of Seaside. I agree about going slow and building the foundation. I was just down [Kitty’s Area] last week for work. I stopped at [Famous Sub Shop] for their famous hoagies..:)

Good morning [Bi-Guy], nice to hear from you. I grew up in [Area near Bi-Guy] (well...spent the first 10 years of my life there anyway) so I do know [Bi-Guy’s Beach]. And of course I know [Famous Subs Shop] although I haven't had one in years. Funny, you say "hoagies"...have you spent time in PA? 

I understand what you are saying about the substance of the relationship. My question is more about the mechanics. Do you mind me asking what is it that you enjoy doing with a woman that you don't get from a man? And do you generally consider yourself dominant when you are with a woman? Please don't take these questions as ignorant or judgmental. I am just curious what I can offer you that a same sex partner cannot. As a heterosexual woman there are very specific things about a man that I enjoy that another woman would never be able to fulfill. I hope you are having a nice day. Mine is starting out pretty good so far :)

Hi [Kitty]
With men I love sucking C*** and swallowing. I enjoy receiving anal from both man and woman (strap-on). With men I'm the submissive slave. With women I can switch depending on our mood that day but I prefer being the submissive slave. Please feel free to ask me any type of question that you want !! Do you enjoy kinky play? If so what do you like?

Kitty: well as I said I am quite open minded when it comes to sex. Having said that I can't say that I have a whole lot of experience when it comes to kink but I am interested in trying just about everything except I would say whipping and hard core S&M. I don't mind a little hair pulling or slapping but burning and torture does not appeal to me. I am also a very strong woman outside of the bedroom so inside the bedroom I like to be dominated. I like to be told what to do...ordered around you might say. I am a people pleaser at heart so I like to please my partner in bed in any way I can. I suppose that's why the bi-sexual thing does not daunt me. If that is something my partner feels he needs than I am open to that. 

Have you had many long term relationships with women like this or is this something relatively new for you? So give me a scenario if possible. Say we are in a three some and you are sucking our other partner's cock. What do you see me doing? Am I wearing a strap on at that point?

Hi [Kitty]
I hope your day is going well. We can both be sucking him or you and I can be doing 69 with me on the bottom as he does you from behind. That way I can lick both of you. Then lick up his come as it drips from you. there are many different scenarios we can do. Him doing my ass while I’m doing you. Me sucking him while you use a strap-on on me.The key is both you and I enjoy the situation together :)

Kitty: Ahh...see...glad I asked. I hadn't thought of all those ideas. So what was your longest relationship with a woman? Is there a reason you never got married or had kids? Just curious and trying to make conversation.

How is your day going? Do you have any questions for me? Do you have someone specific (a man) that you currently play with?

Hi [Kitty]
I hope the scenarios I described didn't turn you off? The longest relationship was with a lady for 5 years when I was in my 20's then with a lady for 3 years. After that I met a couple who wanted me to see them exclusively and not date or see anyone but them. Since I was single I had no problem with that. Basically he was Dom, his wife was sub to him and I was sub to both of them. She loved watching me service him and see me take him in my butt. they were into some kinky stuff too. That lasted about 5 years. They moved to Florida (work related). Right now I'm not seeing anyone male or female. Have you ever done a 3some before? When you play what do you enjoy doing and being done to you?

Oh no [Bi-Guy], I am hardly turned off. Turned on more and more I think about it actually. No I have never been in a threesome but it has always been a fantasy. I have a friend who is a cop in Florida who offered to arrange one for me but chances of me going down there are minimal. I would obviously need to have a trust with the people involved but I think I could trust you. It is something I would definitely like to explore with you. What do I like to do? I suppose I have been pretty vanilla in my life but I enjoy everything I have tried so far. I enjoy just about every position. I enjoy giving and receiving oral. I have had good and bad anal sex but that all depends on my partner. I am open to it over time. I enjoy being tied up and blind folded. Toys are always an option as well. How does that sound to you? Do you think this is something you might want to explore further?

Bi-Guy: Yes, I'm very interested. I'm also glad to hear that you’re turned on by it. Also, I love fulfilling fantasies. So if you have any don't hesitate to tell me :)

Kitty: I like the idea of building a relationship and introducing another man to add variety. My only concern is distance and time. As the tax season progresses I become completely consumed with work. I suppose we will have to cross that bridge if and when we come to it. I am looking forward to learning more about you and looking forward to meeting you.

The more Kitty turns this around in my head the more I think this may just be what I’ve been looking for…at least for the time being.

Up to No Good

Kitty has been up to no good today. Don’t ask me why. I have plenty of work to keep me busy but I managed to find myself on POF with some new interesting prospects. 

Something is stirring inside of Kitty. It’s that feeling that I used to get when I met a new playmate on Ashley Madison.

I reactivated my account after seeing Biker Dude II back on. I doubt I’ll ever get the story as to why he lost interest in me or why he dropped out of site. I imagine he met someone but now he is back. I was feeling both frisky and naughty so Kitty decided to get BD2 all wound up.

I started by saying that I was thinking about the time we met in the hotel room and how hot it was. He of course responded:

BD2: it’s funny you should say that , I can't get that picture out of my mind you on your knees your ass up in the air fucken the shit out of you (He's a charmer, isn't he?)

Kitty:  LOL I keep sending you a message but I guess you are not getting it because it is deemed as inappropriate but it said that was Father's Day you were thinking about. It also said something about me dropping to my knees for you ;)

p.s. thanks for getting me all wet at work ;)

BD2: reach down there and take care of it, you like that sweet talk?

Kitty: I'm in my office and you KNOW I prefer you to put YOUR hands down there...lick them then put them in my mouth. A little dirty talk never hurt anybody xo

Thinking about you in my mouth right now

BD2: you should have it in your mouth, would you like that?

Kitty: You know I love it in my mouth baby. Do YOU love it in my mouth?

BD2: and your ass and your cunt

Kitty: You do feel good inside of me ;)

MMMmmmmm miss that tongue of yours

Overall, it’s been a pretty good afternoon. Next up my bi-sexual venture.

Coming to a Theatre Near YOU!

Kitty is so excited today that she is about to wet herself. Kitty is working on a new story for everybody. I can't give it away but suffice it to say that the topic is bi-sexuality. VERY VERY exciting!. Stay tuned!!