Monday, June 14, 2021

The Struggle is Real

 Kitty has been having a terrible time with masturbation lately. I can't help but wonder if it is Covid related. LOL that's a joke...kind of. Everyone is blaming everything on Covid these days. Why not Kitty's lack of masturbation?

Recently one of my blog buddies asked me about masturbating and if Kitty still does it. Sure I do! Or at least I try.Over the past year my night time ritual is that I fall asleep, wake up anytime between 3 and 4 am to go to the bathroom then toss and turn to try to fall back asleep. 

Every now and then I'll get a little tickle...every now and then... So Kitty pulls her little silver bullet out of the night stand and rubs it against her clit. But really that's not enough. Kitty has to use her imagination. My blogging buddy sent me a link to a porn but it's just not doing it for me these days. I don't know what it is. Kitty lost her focus. 

So the porn does nothing for Kitty anymore. I can't put my finger on it. The guys and the girls really have a creep factor that turns Kitty off not on so Kitty turns to distant memories of playdates past.

Kitty tries to remember some of the hottest moments from the good old days. Kitty often goes back to her threesome with Esq and Side kick. Sometimes picturing Esq fucking me from behind while I sucked on Sidekick's cock can get me going...and sometimes it just isn't enough.

I try to remember how Surfer Dude's velvet tongue felt on my pussy or the little trick he had where he would put just the very tip of his cock inside of me. He give me just a little more of his cock with each penetration tantalizing me which literally "hurt so good".

And then there was the feeling that Kitty used to get at the prospect of meeting a new playmate. There was a sense of excitement mixed with fear. The way Kitty's pussy got wet the first time she saw the new hard cock along with the fear of meeting a complete stranger in a locked hotel room. Those days are long gone for Kitty and that is okay. There was a time and a place for them. The memories are slowly fading except for a few memorable moments.

What do you all think of when you masturbate?

2 comments:

Same sassy girl said...

Sorry to hear you're going through a tough spell on the self-play front! Hope that passes soon. I have to smile when I see we have so many similarities! Good thing we have magic moments to draw on.

Good question! I have a little silver bullet vibe too. And a gold one... and a purple one. Where was I? Oh yes...I pull one of those out, turn it all the way up and press it to my clit. I scroll through the sexy photos on newTumbl on my phone until I find one that reminds me of a hot moment very close to a nice man, and close my eyes and remember...mmm. It takes awhile but eventually...BOOM! :)

-Sassy

ChasHunk said...

Hi Kitty, well You touched on something that I do also, drawing on magic moments in the past, do we all do it? The hot passion we experienced we cherish. Of course we all have our own kinks, like my craving to be displayed to Women, that keep us warm.

When we have a new play partner everything seems so special for at least 6 months to a year. They are so cute, fresh to us, wonderful, and fun. With time the newness wears out and the old shines through. It is not that I no longer like them, it just seems that familiarity tends to put a damper on things after a bit. Another one of GODs little practical jokes that he plays on us I suppose.

Professional porn does not cut it for me either. The actors have freakishly attractive bodies that are almost cartoon like. Nothing realistic there that floats my boat. I prefer regular people with their not perfectly symmetrical bodies for visual stimulation. They seem down to earth and approachable.

BTW I am a chronic masturbator and have learned that our brain is our biggest and most important sex organ. When we develop ones sexual desires and freedom in ones mind, and give ourselves the permission to enjoy it, the rest seems to follow and eventually falls into place.