The other
day several women I work with were complaining. I said to them “where were you
this time last year?” One was battling breast cancer and had no hair. The
second had just lost her father. I was in the midst of a lot of drama with
Angry Guy.
Shortly
after that I received an email from XXX. He’s back together with his wife and
it seems as though she is back to her same cunt self. He was whining about it
all the while telling me how they were buying a new expensive house together. I
emailed back “where were you this time last year?”
In XXX’s
case things are never going to get better. He is stuck in the frame of mind
where he wants to be with this woman who is “one of the popular girls” even
though she is rotten to the core. As far as I am concerned he deserves what he
gets and I have told him this. She is never going to change.
I can always
tell that things are not going well with him because on the surface of course
everything looks like a fantasy. He’s back together with his wife. They are
buying a big expensive house. Everything is going well it seems. But when
things are shitty for XXX and he is back together with his wife he cops an
attitude with me…an attitude that I no longer indulge. He becomes condescending
and pompous.
At any rate,
in the midst of reminding everyone to look back for a brief moment at how their
lives have changed for the better over the past year, I decided to do the same.
Kitty
although not playing with anybody at the moment has never felt better
physically, emotionally or spiritually. I no longer have the weight of Angry
Guy on my shoulders and he seems like he is actually doing well too!
Would I like
to get laid more? Has my blog taken a hit from lack of material? OF COURSE! But
I look at it this way…when Angry Guy and I were together I was getting laid by
random strangers some of whom were potentially dangerous. Let’s face it; Angry
Guy had no interest in sex with Kitty at all. So at least there is potential
for Kitty. Kitty hopes to find someone someday who can satisfy my sexual
appetite and believe me I WILL be writing about it. But in the meantime Kitty
is enjoying all the wonderful things that have happened in just one year.