The Spell

Sitting across from him last night at dinner, I listened to him speak and thought, "God, I love this man!" Oh shit!!! There it is again...the "L" word!!! I can't help it. I use it all the time now. WE use it all the time. There are times that if I could crawl inside of him to get closer I would. The electricity when he grabs my hand as we walk or when his lips wrap around my nipples when we fuck is indescribable. It makes me wet just thinking about it.

"You are my Viagra," he tells me as I gaze at his beautiful rock hard cock  with absolutely no enhancements what so ever.

All it takes is a look...a glance...him brushing up against me and I become wet.

I often want to write to let my blogging buddies know that I am still here. I am well and happier than I could ever imagine and at the same time I have no idea how I got here. "It doesn't matter," he tells me when I say this to him. "The road ahead is what we need to focus on."

Every word out of his mouth is like poetry even in bed when he talks about fucking...but we don't "fuck" we make love. I know...gross...but it's true. The connection is undeniable and when I think about ever being with another man...well I can't and this is coming from a woman who made a pledge to never being monogamous again.

I am clearly under some sort of spell but it is a spell that I pray never breaks.

The "L" Word

YEP! It's out there. Kitty and "Someone Special" said the words and more importantly MEAN the words!! Can Kitty just tell you that in a million years I'd never expect to ever feel this way about anybody at this stage in our lives. We have this crazy connection that I just cannot put into words. The connection is not only intellectual and emotional but translates into the best sex Kitty has ever had which for those of you who may or may not know...Kitty has had some INCREDIBLE sex!

Okay so by now I can imagine you are all thinking "Ew GROSS, Kitty! Nobody wants to read about LOVE. We want the smut. We want the dirty nasty details of Kitty and 'Someone Special' fucking."

Well, it's funny actually. While SS can be so kind and romantic outside of the bedroom, he can be nasty and filthy in bed like nobody Kitty has ever fucked. In fact, sometimes Kitty gets a little startled when SS says, "God I love your cunt!"

So one difference between SS and Kitty is our working seasons. Kitty's busy season just ended and SS's is just beginning. SS was so wonderful and supportive during Kitty's busy season especially in light of the fact that we had just started dating that Kitty wants to be a supportive girlfriend to SS.

A few weeks ago in the midst of stress over lots of things going on at work SS got bronchitis. It was horrible. We hadn't fucked in two weeks which as you all know is a cruel punishment for Kitty. So once SS began to feel better Kitty thought, "How can Kitty show SS how much I missed him?"

Well let me just tell you all that nothing says "I love you and I missed you" better than an old fashioned blow job. You got it! Kitty met SS after work. He took a break from his work and went right up to his bedroom. He did not want to kiss on the lips as he felt as though he still might be contagious. Okay so we stood and Kitty began kissing his neck. He had taken off his clothes and was standing naked. His cock was already hard but Kitty took my time. I worked my way down to his cock and began to suck on the head. SS loves when I do that. Kitty loves to please SS and I knew that he wanted me to swallow. Initially when we started fucking I told him that I prefer not to swallow but by this time I had become so infatuated with SS that I would have done anything to please him and to make him feel good.

He asked me to take off my top and bra. SS loves Kitty's tits and Kitty loves that. He spends a lot of time on them which Kitty thinks is wonderful but alas it was time to get down to business. And so Kitty for I think the first time ever gave a full blown unadulterated blow job (including swallowing) to the man I have come to love and then sent his ass back to work.

I must admit, it was so much fun!!

Here Kitty Kitty...

Where has Kitty gone? You may be asking yourself this and some other questions. Well...Kitty is here...alive and well and enjoying my crazy vanilla life which as I am sure you can all imagine, is not REALLY all that vanilla.

Truth be told Kitty has met a very "Special Someone" dare I say Kitty is IN-LOVE?!?!?!?!? Seriously I do not know what is up. All I know is that I have met a man and at this point in time do not want to be with any other man. This man fulfills me in every way. I believe he feels the same way as we have been practically inseparable since we got together.

I do really have to write about him and could never fit all that I have to say in just one post. Let me start by telling you that he is quite a bit older than Kitty and yet our age difference is not an issue between us on any level. He is very young for his age and Kitty is an old soul so we joke that he is 61 and Kitty is 60. Fuck the age difference! This guy can get hard like a 20 year old man without any pills and damn if that isn't a major turn on for Kitty especially knowing that I am the one who makes him hard.

I do adore him and love the fact that we do not have to hide or sneak around although we do a little in light of the fact that Kitty has two teenagers in the house and OH...did I mention that he is a CLIENT? Oh yeah...well it's a bit of a secret for the time being since he is an old friend of Kitty's boss and although my boss has seen us flirting, is unaware that we are officially in a "relationship." I know...crazy...RIGHT?!?!?

So, Kitty mostly just wanted to write a quick post to say hi to ya'll and let you know that even though I have not much time to write these days, I do think about it and all of you often.

Love and peace to all of you and please keep in touch <3