Don't Be a Pussy!

Oh COME ON, People!!! I spent a decent amount of time creating the new page forum on this blog and the only people who have the balls to actually comment ON the forum page are Kittycat and Workaholic.

You people KNOW that I am not computer literate so you KNOW what an accomplishment this is for me.

I love hearing what other people think. I love hearing other people's questions and I LOVE reading conversations between my fans,friends, readers.

So take a moment today and post some questions and answer some if the mood strikes you. Don't be scared. I think you can even use the name "Anonymous" if you are shy.

YES, that was meant for you Top Gun!

So VOTE TODAY!

Okay, I got a little too excited there.

What the Hell is Going on Here?

I know it’s been a while since I have been “out there”,dating, fucking, whatever you want to call it. When I was dating I think monogamy was the trend, and then experimenting with lesbians became all the rage. Soon threesomes came about and now apparently ANAL pleasure is HERE!

Hey, I am not judging. BELIEVE ME! I am totally open to it thanks to G. Thank you again, G. Listen, we have to stop this because G’s ego is going to explode from all the praise I give him.

Anyway, I’ll admit that I was a little turned off when someone said they might want me to wear a strap-on for them. Again, I am not judging I just happen to like being the “woman” in bed for lack of a better description. I do not like dominating in any way and wearing the strap on would make me like a man wouldn’t it?

Well, that’s neither here nor there. My point is that I am not opposed to exploring the anal side of things and the more and more men I talk to the more I am realizing that not only do they enjoy giving anal sex but they enjoy their own assholes to be stimulated.

Again, NOT JUDGING here! I am happy for the heads up and I have to thank my bloggin’ buddy Kat for posting a blog which included a description of how she did it and drove a man wild. Well guess what? After reading that it made me actually want to TRY it.

What are your thoughts on this?

The Voice

This morning I woke up when I heard your voice. You were whispering in my ear. I immediately became wet. Your voice does that to me. It is gentle yet firm. I succumb to it. I do whatever you tell me to do.

When I open my eyes I realize it was just a dream so I close my eyes again. I slowly run my hands around my breasts. I imagine you touching them, licking them, sucking on my nipples ever so gently. Then I hear your voice again. You say “I am going to make love to you” as you draw your tongue down my stomach and toward my clit. My body begins to quiver and I am unable to stand.

You gently guide me toward the bed and place a pillow under my ass. Once again you begin to run your tongue along the folds of my cunt. I can barely breathe. I have received oral before but never from a stranger so perfectly.

I look at you and see that your cock is long and hard in your pants. I reach for it. I crave it. I want it deep inside me. You pull yourself away for a moment and in that voice you say, “Not yet…hiding just a little while longer.”

I want to cry I want it so badly but your teasing only makes me more wet. You begin to pull my legs up over your shoulders. I want your dick. This is it right? No, not yet. Your tongue and your fingers are working me. I have no idea what you are doing but it feels so good I won’t question.

Finally I reach for you again. You let me take off your underwear only to unwrap the beast that lies beneath. It is truly beautiful. The sight of your rock hard cock brings me to the verge of tears. Tears of joy. As much as I want it inside of me I want to taste it first. I take you in my mouth. Oh you taste good. I run my tongue along the head of your dick slowly. You feel so good in my mouth. I plunge deeper. I feel you at the back of my throat. I don’t care if I choke to death. I want to take you all in. I run my tongue up the edge of your shaft. I feel your fingers inside of me moving slowly yet rhythmically. I am deaf to your voice right now if you are speaking. I am in ecstasy.

You stick your fingers in my mouth and say “here, taste.” I want to suck your fingers. I want to suck your dick. I want to suck anything you put in front of me.

Finally I hear your voice. You say “climb on top”. I am overjoyed. I climb on top of you first rubbing the head of your cock on my clit. Now I am the tease. You tell me “put it in.” I draw you inside of me and it feels better than I imagined. I move slowly on top of you as I lean in to kiss you. You play with my breasts. You know exactly how I want to be touched without me saying a word. Are you reading my mind?

I look into your eyes. Are you feeling the same way I do? You say “I can fuck your tight little pussy all night.” I think “I want you to fuck me all night” but I can’t speak. That voice again leaves me paralyzed to speak.

You say “smile” and I try but all I can think about is how wonderful your cock feels moving in and out of me. I don’t want it to end.

At last you turn me over onto my back. I love having you on top of me as much as I love being on top of you. You feel nice in this position too. Your thrusting becomes stronger, harder, faster. Your kisses become stronger, harder, faster and then the final push. You push your lips hard into mine almost biting me a little bit but you don’t make a sound.

I want to hear you moan with pleasure. I want to hear your voice.

To Write or Not to Write

Having this blog is so much fun for me. First of all I get a lot of different views than my original blog. I have been getting a lot of interest from my friends at Ashley Madison.

The funny thing is that when I started my original blog which basically dealt with everyday crap or funny things that happened to me throughout the day, I’d be having a conversation with a friend and they would say “This isn’t going to be written up in your blog is it?”

Ironically when G and I were in bed he assumed that I would write about it and asked what I was going to write.

Today I received an email from D who emailed just to tell me how much he likes this blog. His original email said he likes the blog but would prefer not to be mentioned in it should we have an encounter.

My reaction to both G and D was the same. As with all my blogs I have respect for the other parties if there are any. I do not ever post pictures or mention names. If I fuck you and you request that I don’t write about it, I won’t write about it. G was my first so I felt the need but if he asked me not to I would have respected that and abided by his wishes.

Oh, so D’s original message said he didn’t want me to write about him. Then I receive another message from him changing his mind. He said he read my blog over and over and now he WANTS to fuck me and for me to write about it.

I am not sure what the turn on is? Do these guys think they will be famous? Do they like reading about how I enjoyed them fucking me? As you know just the fact that they READ my blog is a huge turn on for me.

 JEEZ-US! I am going to have to bring a freakin’ release form to all these hotel rooms and have them signed before I fuck any of these guys I think.

So, my answer to D about wanting to fuck me and for me to write about it? Um…OKAY!

Rules of Engagement

I always seem to get myself into the same situations with men. I am not sure exactly how and where I go wrong but it is always the same. I thought this AM thing would give me the opportunity to toughen up a little bit since I can be awfully sensitive.

The concept of AM is mind boggling to me. First of all I am a “rules” person. I need boundaries and AM is all about jumping over that line…the line of fidelity that is.

So as I fall deeper and deeper into the black hole I am realizing that there are in fact rules to this AM thing. Here is what I came up with so far.

1.       Husbands/wives and children come first. Pretty much everybody I have chatted with agrees that we are not going to interfere with each other’s families. I certainly am not looking for drama of any kind so this is one rule I can live by.

2.       You are not to fall in love! Now this is an interesting one for me. Love is one of my weaknesses. My instinct is to love and want to be loved back but let’s face it this is an impossibility which leads to rule #3.

3.       Don’t ask, don’t tell. Sure I am dying to know if these guys are chatting and/or fucking other women but what’s the point of asking. If they say “no” they are probably lying and if they say “yes” my feelings will be hurt. In the same vein, I don’t want to hurt anybody’s feelings but don’t see the being exclusive thing working either because then the “love” issue occurs and I just do not want to fall in love with someone who will not love me.

It’s funny actually. I read a few chats that I got involved in. They all started out very friendly. I used expressions like “no strings” and “You owe me nothing” and I meant them. So why after a few chats or one afternoon of fucking does that change? It doesn’t and it can’t.

4.       Don’t expect anything from the guy/gal you fuck once it finally happens. You can’t expect gifts for sure! A few guys told me that women expect them to take them shopping. I know I might be missing something here but what the fuck?! I can BUY shit. It’s the weight of a man on top of me that I am looking for.

5.       Don’t go out of your way for the other person. If you do you will regret it. Believe me men are asking me to meet them in all sorts of different places and while I am tempted to make that trip an hour away in the end what’s the point. I was feeling guilty about having these guys come down here if they want to meet but ultimately if I am going to get dumped I will feel less humiliated if I get to choose the location and besides like Marcus said I make it worth their while.

6.       Don’t expect the guy/gal to contact you once you fuck. Kittycat learned that the hard way. It’s a good lesson to learn. It’s sort of like high school when your boyfriend pursues you and begs you to put out and then when you finally do he dumps you. The beauty of AM is that there’s always another loser there to break your heart if you let them.

So, ladies and gentlemen, it’s a tough world out there especially on Ashley Madison so please be safe.

Time Management and Ashley Madison

It never ceases to amaze me how men can always pick their asses up and leave whenever the hell they want to. This is not going to be a man hater blog I just think it is hysterical that it is not just the men in my life but apparently ALL men are the same in this manner.

So a lot of men from a distance away have contacted me through AM. Okay, not A LOT…several including G. I like the idea of meeting someone that I won’t run into at the market but I do not have the luxury of driving over an hour away and then first dealing with hours in a hotel room.

Who the hell has that kind of time?!?!?! Well apparently men do because most of the men I have discussed it with do not mind making the trip.

That’s great except that I feel incredibly guilty for making them do the brunt of the travel. So what’s up with that?

Feelings

So since my AM hook-up there are all sorts of “FEELINGS” floating about. DAMN! I thought that was the whole point. Just fuck and not have feelings.

Well, I am not one of those people who can shit all over people and their feelings and move on. That’s just not my way and I hope for the same in return. Generally I don’t get it but part of this whole AM thing I am hoping will toughen me up a little bit.

So last night I was online contemplating leaving a yahoo message for G when another guy I met from AM started a chat. Let’s just call him “F” for now.

F and I had been chatting before G and me and apparently I began blowing F off right around when G and I met. This was all unintentional on my part. I am just reporting what F told me last night.

So he starts in with some filthy message. That’s fine I am unaffected by that but in all honesty his messages were redundant and beginning to bore me. So I very politely began to tell him about G and he began to freak out in a yahoo sort of way. You know like using a lot of capital letters and exclamation marks.

Bottom line is he was pissed that G got to me first. The thing I tried to explain to F was that G and I didn’t really plan on hooking up so quickly. We were supposed to meet for lunch first. F found that totally unbelievable.

He made me repeat the story over and over like he was working some sort of timeline in his head or something. He was asking me all sorts of personal questions about G which I didn’t answer of course.

I must really come off as an idiot to these guys or something.

Anyway F was pissed and let me know it. I felt bad about letting him down but when he messaged me I still had G’s scent all over me. I still tasted his cum in my mouth. Forgive me if I need a minute to re-group after an intense afternoon of sex!

I feel bad that I hurt F’s feelings. I would apologize here but F could never be bothered with reading my blog. If he is reading I want him to know that I didn’t want to lead him on. It wasn’t going to happen for us whether G was in the picture or not.

This whole business with “FEELINGS” is always so difficult for me.