Every so often I check into Ashley Madison to check on some of my old friends. My profile is hidden so I don’t consider myself active. I usually just sign on and check my favorites list then sign off.
Today when I signed on my favorites list seemed a little longer than usual. And then…I saw him…Hammer. I’m not sure if he is looking for someone younger, prettier, thinner, and sexier.
Oh I understand that Hammer and I were never going to have a happy ending. I understand that we weren’t in love. I understand that he was bound to get tired of me. I just didn’t expect to see him on there without some sort of warning I guess.
I thought for sure we would be able to get through the summer together. We were both busy and Kitty was looking forward to seeing Hammer soon. We were so close Hammer. Just another week or two and we would be home free. We were still emailing and he was reading my blog. I hadn’t heard from him all week. I assumed he was busy with work or his family so I sent him a quick message to let him know I missed him.
But he was already gone I guess. I keep telling myself it was bound to happen and so the end is here. Hammer, if you are reading this I wish you the best and hope you find what you are looking for.
As for Kitty…well…I am moving forward.