I wonder
sometimes if I sabotaged my marriage to get away from prowling. I mean let’s
face it I wasn’t very good at it…or maybe I was TOO good. I finally found that
special someone but then things at home became intolerable. I listened to my
gut and things are starting to come together now.
Angry Guy
has come to terms with things. He even made a comment about falling out of love
with me long ago. He may have just said it to hurt me but I suspected this for
years. Either way I am good with it. I don’t want to hurt him but this is all
for the best.
Kitty is
CLEARLY not cut out to be married and I have assured all of my friends and
family that the third time is NOT a charm for me. I have decided to change my
name back to my maiden name once again. My maiden name is rather ethnic and in
all honesty it’s not just a name, it is an attitude and it reminds me of my
father who I miss terribly.
Angry Guy
and I began meeting with the mediator this week. She said if we did our
homework we could be divorced by the end of the year. This is a lot faster than
I expected but I am beginning to embrace it. What a nice way to start off the New
Year. Oh I am sure the holidays may be rough but as long as Angry Guy behaves
himself I have invited him for family time for the holidays and here and there
during the week. Kitty wants her fun time as well. Angry Guy is not too keen on
having our kids sleep at his new place but Kitty is going to INSIST. WTF?!!?!
Is it me or is he always trying to control me???
He asked me
to respect him by not dating officially or “taking a lover” until after he
leaves the house. Since the kids are out of school, Hammer is busy and I have a
future of freedom to look forward to I have agreed.
There is a
lot to do to find a place for Angry Guy and to help him get on his feet. It’s
worth it to me because in the end I will happily be “Single Kitty”.
2 comments:
we all want nothing but the best for kitty,
Does this mean you go from AM to match.com? Do you prowl or loom for a real partner ? Let us know
I was thinking exactly the same thing! Well I am definately never getting married again. I have looked at match.com especially since Xxx is on there. I may actually try J Date when the time comes.
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