Tuesday, June 12, 2012

What I Do


On any given day Kitty is your typical wife, mother, friend, professional. I wake up, go to the gym, get the kids off to school, work, come home, make dinner, sit on the couch and read while Angry Guy watches television, go to bed naked and untouched, sleep…then repeat the same thing day after day.  

Prowling is what I do. It’s not who I am. Prowling is how I act out. It’s how I satisfy my physical cravings. It’s how I get that sweet release that most women receive from the man they have committed to spending their lives with. Prowling is how I achieve an orgasm in its most primal form. Its how I can ask a man for the things that make me wet. It’s how I can ask a man for the things that make me cum.

I can ask a man to fuck me from behind, if that’s what I want. I can ask a man to fuck me in my ass, if that’s what I want. I can suck a man’s cock if that’s what I want. If I presented any of these requests to Angry Guy he would either think I was joking or be completely disgusted. The fact that as a woman I enjoy these things is not a representation of who I am. I am not a bad person because I like to be controlled by a man in the bedroom. I am not a whore because I enjoy anal sex. And I am not offending independent women’s libbers because I like to get on my knees and pleasure a man by sucking his cock. I am not a bad mother. I am not a bad wife. I am a competent professional who enjoys sex. Sometimes I enjoy when a man makes love to me. Sometimes I enjoy dirty, nasty kinky sex.

Prowling is what I do. It is not who I am.

9 comments:

Luna Moon said...

Kitty, I understand completely. We wear many "respectable" hats and then there's that one hat that is unacceptable in the eyes of most of those around us. It's unfortunate that we have to defend ourselves for enjoying something that we can't get from our partners. We're fortunate that we can show our true selves and feelings through our blogs. Otherwise, I think we'd be ready to burst!

Take care,
Luna

Marcus said...

Many of us are complex people who lead rich and varied lives. For too long I have been made to feel shame for wanting sex and sexual expressions. For those who have decided to narrow their definitions of what it means to live, I think those people have let part of themselves die.

Keep up the good work Kitty and being who you are in the many forms that takes.

Ponyboy said...

Nice post Kitty.

Everyone has a right to happiness, and all you are doing is taking responsibility for your own happiness. Something a lot of people neglect to do.

WestsideTori said...

Simply put yet profound. Very insightful.

Ben said...

Nicely stated.

W said...

Such a good post NK, so true and to the point. Well put indeed.

both.hands.please said...

You certainly are not a bad woman/wife/mother. Everyone has needs Kitty. At least you know what they are.
Prowl on.

H said...

You are the female version of me, I could not have said it better than you did.

My stance is if I am not having sex with my spouse (her choice not mine) and on occasion I "prowl" .. is it really cheating?

I don't think so, I'd be cheating if I had sex with my wife, then prowled, then had sex with my wife again.

By me prowling what have I cheated her out of?

I say prowl on, you only life once and being denied the most basic human need is just wrong.

Mrs. M said...

I simply couldn't have said it better myself Kitty! I (and my blog) says I am a woman that wears many hats but only one that is truly my own!
I can't and won't apologize for the fact that I love sex- in all forms. I get different things from different lovers. Prowl on!