I am beginning to make a connection between men and rejection. I was thinking about it today on my way to the gym this morning. Every man that I have been with has rejected me especially lately. The ironic thing is that most of the men have been rejected themselves by their wives if not by other potential women on Ashley Madison so it never ceases to amaze Kitty how cold and callus men can still be. Kitty up to this point has been particularly sensitive to these men and would never judge them on their physical appearance or anything like that. Kitty always tried to compliment them and make them feel wanted. I always thought the idea behind these encounters was to make the other person feel GOOD…not BAD.
You know what doesn’t reject you? A vibrator. YEP! They just shut up and WORK! And when they stop working you replace the batteries or throw it in the trash and buy a new one. Kitty used to prefer a man over a vibrator. I love the feel of a man’s hands. I love the sound of a man’s voice in my ear. I love to suck on a man’s cock.
Then Kitty realized that I can turn on a movie and hear George Clooney’s voice for example. I can close my eyes and pretend I feel his touch. I can make his cock any size I want to depending on my mood although COME ON! You just know he’s supersized.
The only thing that I can think of that I am missing by opting for the vibrator over an actual man is…OH the REJECTION! I think Kitty can live without that.