Sleepless

It’s 3 a.m. I can’t sleep. Angry Guy and I have had quite a week good AND bad. I have been so crazy busy at work so I figured I’d come down and at least rattle off a few blog posts. Yesterday was kind of funny. I had to run back and forth working with Big Cheese. He’s finally back in the office. On my way out for lunch I stopped to talk to XXX. At that point I told him about 4 potential lovers. Actually I told him that I am communicating with 4 men about hooking up but none of them had time for Kitty that minute. Part of my problem I guess is that when I want attention…I WANT attention. It doesn’t have to necessarily be sex. Texting or calling is nice. XXX was funny. He said in disbelief “You have FOUR potential lovers?!?!?!” I wasn’t looking to brag. I promise. And XXX didn’t take it that way. We don’t do that to one another. I was just venting that I was on my way out to lunch and getting love from NOONE. Apparently they did not read Kat’s blog about the love and feeding of a mistress.

By the end of the day I stopped by XXX’s office. I had had an incident with a client…not THE client but a close partner of his. The incident wasn’t dramatic on that end but some shit that was going on was really pissing me off and I wanted to vent to someone…anyone. THE CLIENT…you know…the one that was texting and calling last week was busy so I haven’t heard from him and I knew damn well he didn’t want to hear me complain about his partner so I refrained from texting him. In fact I promised myself that I would back away from that situation. I can already see the signs of neglect and I haven’t even fucked him!

So on my way out for the day I stopped once again to vent to XXX. His standard line is “We have to figure out how to make you some money.” It’s funny. XXX seems to think that money will solve all of my problems. I’ll admit a tropical vacation would be nice but in the scheme of things companionship is what I am lacking.

XXX was telling me that he has a party to go to with his “Cunt Wife”. Together we realized that there is something about these gatherings that make her horny for XXX so I suggested XXX pack his things in his condo, and have a moving company ready. I suggested he go to the party with Cunt and when she gets all excited and she is fucking him he should give the moving company a signal to move his shit back in the house when she is not paying attention. That made us both laugh but I could see XXX’s wheels turning. We walked out to our cars together. I mentioned that I was down from 4 to 3 men now. XXX sort of chuckled at the idea that we were working all day and this occurred without any drama or incident. Sometimes Kitty has to cut bait if for no other reason than to save my own self. After all, I am alone in this. These men have their own interests at heart. They are certainly not looking out for Kitty’s feelings.