This morning I received an email from an old friend “Bad Boy”. Bad Boy for those of you who don’t know is the boy in high school that taught me all about blow jobs. He is also to date the only boy/man that I ever was with where I swallowed. God I love being friends with Bad Boy. He has gone to extremes to keep in touch over the years. He has grown into a wonderful man it seems.
And while his holiday greeting email warmed my heart, it also made me sad. It made me think back to the last time Bad Boy and I talked on the phone which was well before my Ashley Madison days and well before my secret blog.
I just sent him the link to my blog and am curious what his reaction will be. Bad Boy is never judgmental so that is not my concern. If Bad Boy didn’t live clear across the country I probably would have more” personal” contact with him.
I am not sure what I am hoping to gain by sending him the link to this blog. Bad Boy may be the one man that can guide me toward the light. He knows me. He knows the REAL Kitty. He knows that scared little girl that wants to break free but whose heart is so fragile. He has held my heart in his hands for a brief period of time. He could have taken advantage of a very young, very fragile Kitty when I was just a kitten and he didn’t. For that I will always be grateful.
And so, I wait to hear what Bad Boy thinks about what has been going on. And more importantly, I wait to hear what the first man I have ever been with thinks I should do.
7 comments:
This ought to be good. Everytime I think of sharing my secrets with people, I come up with all these possible Springer-like outcomes involving neighbors and distant relatives with stunned looks blinking into the news camera mumbling, I had no idea...
I'm sure it will work out much better for you though. Perhaps your Bad Boy will share a few details with your readers.
I hope Someone's Missus won't mind if I post a link:
http://someonesmissus.wordpress.com/2011/11/14/that-stuff-tastes-like-clorox/
Apparently, this is supposed to help enhance the taste when...ummm...swallowing.
It's an actual website, I checked!
Thanks Luna! I will check it out!
Kitty gives me more credit than I believe I deserve. She is a highly intelligent, funny, sexual, up front person. It has been my luck to know her back 'in the day', and now. One of the really best kissers I have ever met. She makes out very well too. Sorry.......:). Kitty is probably the only reason that I passed Math class... I look forward to seeing her again if i ever get the chance.
Bad Boy
Bad Boy you DO make me smile and we did have alot of fun back then. I have fond memories of all sorts of playing around specifically in a peach field. Do you remember that? I think I have also gotten a little better at giving blow jobs thank goodness. Nothing worse than a woman who can't give good head.
I look forward to seeing you again too!
By the way, I think I tutored you in Latin as well ;)
Thanks for being my friend and keeping in touch all of these years.
Kitty it warms my heart (and certain other areas) to see you reconnecting with that Bad Boy! What a sweet commenter he is! I know just how hot old flames can burn... rock on. Happy New Year!
Thanks Sassy! Yes, Bad Boy is one in a million! Happy New Year to you too!
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