Wednesday, April 11, 2012

"He's Out There"

Today I had to say “goodbye” to T-Bone. It broke my heart. This was a hard one for sure. He was really really nice and I liked him a lot. The bottom line is that he’s going through a bunch of shit at home and between that and travelling well…that all equates to no time to play with  Kitty.

Kitty is more than happy to listen to T-Bone’s problems in fact I do it a lot with a lot of different men and women. Kitty is a pretty good listener. I spent a good part of the morning yesterday listening to XXX’s problems with his wife. But this morning when T-Bone started texting me what was going on at home I got that familiar sick feeling in the pit of my stomach.

I emailed my friend Ben just to say good morning. He and I email through the day. I told him that T-Bone had to cancel yet again. I asked Ben if it was time to move on. The question was rhetorical. Kitty knows.

Ben of course answered my email almost immediately “yes you need to move on”. He sent a few more emails trying to make Kitty laugh then wrote “He’s out there”.

We’ll see. Right now I just don’t think so.

5 comments:

WestsideTori said...

Hi Kitty
I've been reading your blog for the last month--the honesty with which you write about your feelings is amazing. This post makes me want to give you a big hug and tell you it will be ok. And it will!

Naughty Kitty said...

Thanks Tori xoxox

Kiss-me-Kate said...

Oh, Sweet Naughty Kitty,
having to say good-bye to T-bone just sucks but I'm glad you have a friend like Ben. He's a keeper. He was honest(I would have also said the same thing to you)but he also understands that this sucks donkey-a** and sent you more email to make you laugh.

Ben said...

You deserve a loal lover. Hang in there!

Naughty Kitty said...

Thanks Ben but I don't think there's a man alive who can satisfy this Naughty Kitty :(