The other day was a gorgeous day here. I met a few friends at the beach to let the dogs romp in the water. One of my friends is the wife of a prominent doctor. She was talking about a black tie event that she and her husband were attending. I couldn’t help but wonder. Is her husband a cheater? He’d be a great catch. I have thought about this before but today I was really watching her and listening to the way she talked about him. Did she take him for granted? Does she fuck him the way he really wants to be fucked?And if he is having an affair is he good to his mistress or does he treat her badly? What is she going to be doing while he is at this black tie event with his wife? I am not sure why I am thinking about these women today. Maybe I feel guilty for all the women who I may have hurt by fucking their husbands. Maybe I feel bad for the mistresses because I am among them. Maybe, like Bad Boy always reminds me, I am not a wolf. I am not cut out to be a mistress…or maybe I am.